Frustrated/Happy/Mad/Glad

Hot Dam this weight loss journey can have me high and have me low. Have me mad as hell and shed some tears and feeling a glow. As I weigh in this am just pissed off. I work so hard and I feel good and I know my clothes size is going down but that name scale and measuring tape can get me so dam discouraged and pissed off as hell. I have lost 5 lbs in a month since my last weigh in. BUT my inches never frickin move. My body fat has gone up and I have lost an half inch here and there. I feel like I want to through that dam crap out the window. I dont eat bad at all, I have slacked on my greens but this whole thing is about rediculas.  And you wonder why people stay fat. This shit comes on with a vengeance but refuses to leave the body. With blood sweat and tears I am never giving up. But I have to say inside today once again I am mad as hell. Off to the gym I go and I will come home and PUSH PLAY. My metabolism and my age are working hard against me but YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WIN. THERE IS 50 MORE LBS OF FAT THIS COMING OFF THESE BONES. So get the hell off cause I mean business. You can hold on you can piss me off but I am doing things I have never done and next year is going to be the most amazing of my life. So get with the program and work with a sister. FAT CELLS BE GONE.  Just had to vent this am off to burn some calories. Peace out NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!