Worlds Best Husband

As I sat through tears of frustration last night. After taking my 30 day measurements and not one number changed downward a few went up. I threw my hands up and asked WHY WHY do I do this. It is worth it, tears started falling down my cheeks and my husbands says to me whats wrong. I say I bust my ass, I sweat, I eat right, I don't eat crap and this is what I have to show for it NOTHING. He said are not you in a size 14? Yes, did I not hear you say last week you are wearing clothes you could not fit into last year? Yes, honey your body is changing I see it, others see it. The numbers are wrong and I am telling you I am so proud of you. Your not giving up and you are going to keep working at this. You want it and you are getting it. I hurts me to see you hurting but I am here to tell you I see big changes, I can wrap my arms around you and hold my elbows, I used to not be able to do that. I used to only have to straddle one of your legs when I rubbed your back now I can straddle your whole body.

I am here to tell you this is not easy and it does suck at times I have to say this has been the hardest part of my journey as yet. I am seven months in and just have to remember to breath in and out and this is beyond my comfort zone. I sweat, I feel pain, I feel joy and it all adds up to I am tired of being FAT I am tired of being out of shape. I want to be healthy and it took me years to get this unhealthy and I know its going to take more time to get it all back. I will cry I will get mad but the most important is that I don't give up. I keep eating right, going to the gym, pushing play, change it up. I am WORTH EVERY TEAR AND EVERY BEAD OF SWEAT THIS BODY LETS GO OF.

I am so proud of you that have joined me who have felt the same frustrations. Those of you that will feel frustrated KEEP MOVING forward  Those who support me, Thank you, I love you. And to my husband, my best friend Thank you for your support and your words of encouragement  I love you and I will win this battle, no matter how long it takes. And I will be proud of the roads I traveled to get here. AND I WILL NEVER BE BACK I CAN GUARANTEE  YOU THAT.

Those that are not over weight NEVER COME HERE, IT SUCKS. And you will have to do the same battle I am doing. Take care of your health ITS WORTH IT.