Eyes Wide Open

Remember to keep your DREAMS alive when your eyes are wide open. Not only as you sleep should you seek what you desire but as you awake make the plan to obtain those dreams.  As each day passes we tend to forget or give up on what is important to us or get the attitude that its not obtainable or we dont deserve what we see in our eyes. 

We deserve anything our eyes see, anything our heart skips a beat over. No matter how many trials, triumphs or struggles it takes to get there NEVER GIVE UP .

For my eyes see under 200lbs and 18 months in my body refuses to let me see those numbers. As my body changes I feel the universe changing around me. My clothes are loser my sizes have gone down but that dam tape measure and scale forget to show balance and success in this journey.

As my heart thinks about giving up and maybe it was not mean to be I get so many compliments this week. Four from work "You have lost more weight havent you?", "You look GREAT, you losing more weight arent you?", " I was going to say something to she looks great I can see it to".  As my eyes forget to see my own progress for I see myself in the mirror every day my support around me make me see that its working and anything is possible. I work hard every day and at times feel the struggle is so hard to obtain where I want to be.

But as my eyes are opened I see my daily efforts are working and every little bit of success is still success. Progress in small steps is still PROGRESS. 

I feel I eat healthy, I eat every two hours but food and calorie counting and what and when to eat all stumps my fitness mind. Pushing Play and working out is the EASY Part this food thing is the hard part.  But I will continue to PUSH FORWARD and keep my dreams in site for I have 6 5ks to do this summer and NOTHING is stopping me now.

Down 39 pounds and holding with 40 pounds to go. It will be a whole new me one day but that one day is out there and my heart does desire you. NO giving up, NO giving in. My negitive head trash that we all have will not talk me out of this and I will succeed in my Journey. As I stand strong for my own success I help you in yours. As you see that I never give up I cry the tears cuss the words but NEVER do I stop and fall to my knees and say I cannot do this anymore.  I get more mad and more desire to get where I want to be. It will come to me, watch me for its coming and I want you to be there by my side.

I have the best FAMILY and Support team ever. I love you all thank you for watching and caring and rooting me on.

Keep your Dreams ALIVE.......